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| sc Member Mon, 14 May 2012 12:32pm | please help me :( | ||
| Support Team Administrator Thu, 17 May 2012 9:56am | Hi sc, I get the sense you have a lot going on... maybe so much that it's become overwhelming for you :( We'd love to try and help, so I'm wondering what kind of help you're looking for...? We're 'hear' for you sc, and want to know what's going... just so you know, our live chat is open every night from 6-11pm PST(except Wednesday) and e-counselling is also available, if you're interested. Of course, we'd love to connect with you here too... let us know what we can do for you. Stay connected sc... the Support Team | ||
| sc Member Thu, 17 May 2012 1:41pm | everything has really got on top of me and i feel as i cant cope with it all any more i have to make this stop in some way and i can only think of one way out and its difficult for me, i just dont know where to turn, who to turn to. | ||
| Support Team Administrator Fri, 18 May 2012 6:41pm | thanks for expanding sc... i have a better sense of just HOW overwhelming everything feels for you :( and im thinking since you wrote in this thread, that suicide might be the *way out* youve been thinking about...? wanna talk about that? im also hearing that you dont have anywhere or anyone to turn to... i bet feeling so isolated probably aint helping all the other feelings youre having? im sorry things are feeling sooo hard right now sc :'( i imagine youve been trying to figure out how things could be different - any ideas coming to mind? hope you stay connected, sc... the Support Team | ||
| sc Member Sat, 19 May 2012 12:44am | I often sit and think to myself why has things got so bad. How did I end up like this? why did they do the things they did? But I can never find any other answer except its all my fault. They keep telling me it is my fault, so it has to be. right? | ||
| Support Team Administrator Tue, 22 May 2012 10:28am | hi sc, there seems to be alot of confusion in the questions you have... like, are there even answers? it sounds like your really struggling with some dark emotions that are consuming your thoughts... im not sure who they are, or why your listening to them, but 'they' must have influence over you if you believe what they are telling you. im curious though, do you truly believe what they are you telling you? What do YOU think? we're here for you sc, the Support Team | ||
| sc Member Wed, 23 May 2012 8:44am | I dont know if there is answers. Im stuck in such a horrible position where I cant say but need to say it, but i cant... there is so many buts, I just want to scream find some where to run, I do believe them they are right because If I wasnt around maybe i wouldnt of ruined it all | ||
| Support Team Administrator Fri, 25 May 2012 5:52pm | Hey sc, I'm getting the sense that you are being torn in two by all of these conflicting feelings and thoughts :( It sounds like part of you is feeling worthless and horrible about yourself...but there's also a part of you who is reaching out for help. I'm wondering if it's because deep down, you are just trying your best to keep going, keep fighting? Stay strong... the Support Team | ||
| sc Member Tue, 29 May 2012 12:15pm | I never thought i would be telling anyone this but I understand without me saying much or getting a idea why I am hurting so much no one will ever be able to understand. I believe this is the safest way to express and get out my feelings cause no one knows who I am or where I am. "them" are people who are close to me I know very well, I was sat round with them one night and I they became really odd with me, forcing me to drink alcohol. When i said I had had enough they got mad and all of them attacked me. Afterwards they said it was my fault For some reason I feel so much better for saying this, i just want someone out there to listen to me without jumping | ||
| Support Team Administrator Thu, 31 May 2012 11:27am | Hi sc, It sounds like you've been battling this traumatic situation for a while, and you've decided it's time to talk about it instead of locking your feelings up inside. I can hear how safe the anonymity of Youthspace makes you feel, and I'm relieved you feel comfortable discussing your feelings and thoughts here <3 I imagine when you were forced to drink alcohol by people close to you, it must have felt really confusing and like a huge breach of trust. I'm guessing you feel pretty mixed up and hurt after they attacked you and then blamed you for it :( No one should have to go through that, sc. I'm wondering if you received any help or support after the attack? Thanks for confiding in us, and stay connected... the Support Team | ||
| sc Member Tue, 5 Jun 2012 8:49am | I thought I could trust them, and it would be ok they kept sayings its ok, nothing to worry about but now I just feel so stupid for doing it, know one knows about the attack at all I was told not to tell anyone, it was my fault it happened if I never argued with my mom about my eating I would of never stormed out ended up meeting some guys. | ||
| Support Team Administrator Wed, 6 Jun 2012 12:31pm | Hi sc, I can sense how betrayed you feel since you trusted them and got attacked after they reassured you everything would be ok. I can hear you being really hard on yourself for not realizing they would suddenly gang up on you - we truly believe it's not your fault that they attacked you, but it sounds like you are still overwhelmed with guilt and shame over the incident. I'm getting the impression that you really regret arguing with your mom about your eating, which resulted in you meeting those guys. It sounds like you are in shock and feeling really alone...we're here for you, sc. Stay strong... the Support Team | ||
| sc Member Sun, 17 Jun 2012 11:21am | i just cant take it any more, things seem to get worse not better and no matter how hard I try I always manage to make things ten times worse, im all alone. I feel so awful. I tried emailing for help but they just ignored me all together I have had no response and its been awhile :'( guess I just have to face this alone! | ||
| Support Team Administrator Tue, 19 Jun 2012 1:12pm | Hi sc, I'm hearing that you're feeling totally crushed and overwhelmed by life right now..can you update me about your situation, what's been going on for you lately? It sounds like you are feeling really low and also very isolated. We're here for you. the Support Team | ||
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