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| LCS Member Sat, 30 Jan 10:53pm | I was with my boyfriend for 6 years. we split up last january, but got back together in november after 10 months of no communication. we got back together after a long talk about how we wanted to be with each otehr and were both willing to make compromises to be together and make changes in our lives so we could build a life together. Last week, for no reason that i know of, he stopped talking to me. didnt return any phone calls until today. today he called me to tell me he would be mailing me the things i have left at his house and tha the never wants to see or hear from me ever again. I am crushed. i dont know what to do. the 10 months we were apart were the worst 10 months of my life. i love him so much, all i want in life is to be with him again. and now hes gone for good. i dont know what to do. i have struggled with depression for the past 4 years and now i am in such a state that honestly, when he said that to me today, i felt like just ending my life. i know it sounds stupid but i love him so much i dont want to live without him. i tried living without him and i hated it so much. i cant imagine the rest of my life without him and i have no one to talk to and im scared. | ||
| Youth Team Moderator Mon, 1 Feb 3:12pm | Hey LCS, What I am hearing is that you are feeling a great deal of loss from this break up. It must be quite difficult to all of a sudden be left and not know why this has happened to you. Especially after being with each other for such a long time. I am very concerned about your safety and was wondering if there has been anyone you have been able to talk with about your struggle with depression for the past 4 years? As well i hear that there is so much pain that you felt like ending your life; do you still feel this way? If you ever need to chat one on one about how things are going for you, you can always check in at the chat times to chat in with someone here at youthsapce. Take care LCS ~Keer~From the youth team | ||
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