when i was young one of my relatives *did something to me and i have never been able to handle this i think about it all the time.
it really really messed me up i try to hide that i am messed up but i always end up showing it and it scares me because every time i think about i cry so ya
Thank you for sharing your story with us – it couldn’t have been easy for you to get that off your chest.
I can really sense the unbearable pain that resulted from the abuse by your relative. I would imagine that such a horrible violation of your trust would leave you feeling scared and vulnerable. I’m so sorry that these intrusive thoughts have been plaguing your mind and reducing you to tears for so long. I hope you know that their actions were not your fault.
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