Ahh I have nobody right now to talk to but I am ok in the evenings because the pills i feel that even when I don’t get a choice to start this year everyday i am in pain yes I work and that is a temporary fix but I keep good back to my painful place i feel that I can’t get out that my only choice is die or go on low energy i just feel that I need a boost but nobody is there and typing on here doesn’t do as good as in person maybe I am done talking because I feel that I have talked about everything and i still feel sad I wonder if I am doing something wrong or i am wanting everything to go away well i do:(