I can hear how conflicted in your selfharm. Judging yourself for beating yourself up, when the world is already doing such a good job.
The depth of your self-reflection is inspiring to me…I get the sense that while you know that bottling all this pain up inside isn’t helping you, yet you still feel unsafe telling your counsellor about the depth of your pain. I get the sense that you are paralyzed. Terrified to talk about your self-harm and these thoughts of suicide. But also aware of the harm that is being caused by keeping it all secret inside…
I’m really glad you reached out to us here Eva.-. I’m scared that suicide is on your mind as such a tempting option…do you have a plan to kill yourself?
We are here for you. You are welcome to Chat/Text in too.
the Support Team