Welcome and thank you for posting so honestly on our Forum. I can really hear the loneliness, pain and frustration you are experiencing from seeing your friends in happy relationships while you are stuck feeling unattractive and unworthy. I get the sense that it leaves you questioning if you are deserving to be cared for and loved because you are currently alone?
I can imagine how difficult it must be to feel more positively about who you are when you want nothing more than to be with someone who truly gets you and makes you feel special and for some reason, that special someone has not appeared in your life yet. Seems like you think that if you had a good looking boy to date, you would believe your friends when they say that you are pretty.
I am wondering if there is anything that you can think of that you can do to make yourself feel that you are special, pretty and worth it, something that doesn’t require others? You deserve to feel that way with or without someone dj.
Please know that we are here for you through your struggles.
The Support Team