It’s been a while that I’ve written on here… I guess it’s because I had a few weeks where everything seemed to get better.
But lately, everything has been crashing down. My parents are ignoring me, pushing me away completely, and when I try to talk to them, to tell that how badly I feel after a fight, they just don’t listen to me, and they just don’t want to understand me.
I’m at the point where I have no clue what my life has arranged for me. I’ve written a letter, a dark one, and I’m not proud of it. But I’m scared. Scared of my own parents, scared if eventually they’ll end up pushing me away for good.
I just want to get out of all of this… even if it’s means leaving everything you love, everyone you care about, behind.