Hi JayTyHelloBye,
First off, welcome to the forum. It sounds like you’re in a lot of pain right now, more than you’ve experienced for a while. It sounds like you have been working so hard over the last four months to stop self-harming, but life has gotten so difficult and overwhelming lately that you do not know how else to cope with all the pain. What did you do to cope with everything over the last four months without self-harming? I get the sense that something has changed recently for you that has you feeling completely devastated. I would imagine you must have a ton of stuff to deal with right now if it is leaving you with such strong urges to self-harm.
From what I gather, it sounds like you are desperately in need of something to help shoulder the burden for you. Please know we are always here for you if you want to talk. While you are always welcome to post here, please feel free chat in (or text us) as well if you’d like, especially if you need more immediate support. We are open every night from 6pm to midnight PST.
Keep in touch; we want to hear from you. In the meantime, please take care.
<3
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