i told a teacher I thought I could trust and now im walking on the eggshells I was trying to avoid. if I come to school even smelling of pot I will be kicked out and my parents notified and I will want to kills myself because it would be like I was already dead. if my parents found out I would be dead they would probably destroy my life even further just as I was building it back up on my own. I hate the fact my life could be destroyed again!