today is a day that the depression started 9 years ago it was a day that I spoke up because I felt I was being abused at home and yes it is in the past but I feel like I am still living that day that it never ended for me and I was thinking will i ever feel that day is over i feel that I am stuck in the day 9 Years ago and yes i have come a long way but I look back and I am tired and I went to go to a emotional bed but I just can’t seem to do that but myself