the suicidal thoughts are in the background but I am managing to keep them out of my head sometimes i do have issues with the care person and my roommate they don’t talk to each other but the roommate is moving out Saturday so ya……………………
I know the care person is upset because her husband can’t move in with us and there has been money issues that my parents had to deal with with the care person so ya any day i can’t go over the edge that what it feels like because feeling that nobody cares just do this do that is really making me vary sad

last week I had a really weird feeling that my mind was in quick thinking i was over welh of the thoughts enough to give me a headache it was scary have you heard about that i had it before when I was little I just am wondering if it is common with lots of stress