I have been good lately I will check out the links thank you, the roommate is good so I don’t need to deal with that issue so everything is good right now but next week is different story I think that is so annoying to go up and down emotional one minute I want to give up the next I don’t it is very tiring and sad

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sunday

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Remembering my state last night was good and now I am back to a bad state a new week and I feel that I am wanting a break but I can’t coming back to the place I call my place without my roommate I feel that I am the only Canadian and my caregiver thinks that I like the busy household which I do but different languages are so hard to hear because her friends are over and I feel that I don’t have anybody to talk to I haven’t had any fast thinking in two weeks