I’m so sorry that the emotions can take you into such a dark place that you feel like ending your life. It sounds like the moment when you last wrote was incredible potent and empty of all shreds of hope. :’(
This forum isn’t the quickest medium, I’m afraid, but I’m still SO glad that you come and write here when you’re feeling that close to the edge. What kind of place have you been in since you last post, Dan?
I can imagine that one of the hardest things about the emotional rollercoaster that you’re stuck on is just the fact that it seems endless, and every time you feel okay, I’m guessing you can’t shake the feeling that things might get bad again.
We can hear your huge pain, Dan. Know that we do care.
-The Support Team