i nevered liked summer because people don’t support me emotionally in the summer that is what it used to be like and the back of my mind i still feel that way
I am writing this morning because I feel that the pills in the evening mask my true feelings which I guess is good but this morning I am feeling that I don’t know what to do anymore I am getting the feeling that I will always be the third wheel in the relationships all around me it is different other people because they can run away but I can’t it is always in my face when I go to sleep and when I wake up every morning I just want to feel happy when I wake up just once