I can hear how the isolation and exclusion of past summers is haunting you right now. Seems that mornings are a particularly challenging time for you, but also a time when you feel you have access to your true emotions. I’m thinking that morning times are bitter-sweet, as you are able to both feel and communicate your feelings with intensity.
Sounds like you have been waking up to a black wall of sadness for a very long time now Dan. I want you to know that you deserve to be happy. Seems that you are sick and tired of being trapped as the third wheel, from morning to night, but unsure what to do to change your circumstances.
I can appreciate how powerless you feel right now Dan. I’m wondering if there are times or things that help you feel included and supported?
The Support Team