On a scale of 1 to 10 10 being high I am a 7 but I just hear the bad thoughts saying give up I do feel better at night because the pills I am tired of the job thing I am thinking of when my parents go camping next week for two weeks and I am left with care people and I feel like I am a job all the time yes this next weeks is going to be hard but I know I don’t have options I tried lots of things counseling or hospital I feel like I am at the end of supports