It’s been on my mind for about a year or so. I find it awkward around my friends (who are girls) because I’m scared if they find out that they’ll be scared and rebuff me or something, the people in my class aren’t exactly accepting of gay/lez people. It’s awkward because I have a crush on my BFF but she lives in Europe and I moved away. I used to know loads of people in Europe but I haven’t been able to find anyone that I really connect with, and the people who I think I would get on with aren’t interested or are already dating someone else. Everyone else in my class have dated pretty much. I had my first kiss at the school dance, it turned out later the guy was a uni student . I only danced with 2 people while my friends danced with heaps of people.
I don’t understand.