It seems you are writing from a very philosophical place – I see you questioning the meaning of life, your location in the world and the job that you hold which gives you purpose. But I can see the profound sadness that this job brings you; you feel that it is your place in life to keep everyone else happy, yet you yourself struggle to find joy.
It makes my heart ache to think of you feeling unworthy of having a personal life Dan. You are so special and unique, and while I don’t have the power to change anything for you I hope you know that you do deserve to find love and happiness.
I get the sense that you feel trapped without any options right now – and I want you to know that we are here to Chat about options and connect you to resources if that interests you. Our volunteers are online 6-11pm everynight.
Hoping to hear from you soon,
The Support Team