Oh wow, Dan.
I know that relationships are a very painful topic for you. I’m sorry to hear that you are feeling so deserted in the wake of this friend’s wedding. I can tell that it threw into your face all of the things that remind you of how alone you feel, as well as removing one of the supports to which you could turn. You look at the experience that your friend is having, and I can sense the pain radiating from you, the thoughts that roll through your mind.
I have no answers for you, Dan. I wish so badly that I did, because your mind must just be buzzing with all of those questions about marriage and sex, and loneliness. All I can really say is that we are here to hear you, and to listen to the pain and the thoughts. We haven’t heard from you in a while Dan, and I get that this has put you in a really dark place. Are you having many thoughts about suicide right now?
Sending love to you,
The Support Team