Sophie,

I can hear how terrified you are of the scary situation you are in. And to be honest, we are really concerned for you too. It seems to me that you are in a volatile place where you feel unsafe, and unable to keep yourself safe. At Youthspace.ca we want to get you the help that you are so courageously asking for. I really hear that you want to feel better. I’m wondering, what kind of help you feel might work for you, and what feeling better would look like for you right now?

You will notice that we have edited your post. When we edit posts, it’s because we strive to keep the content of the Forum safe for everyone. Just a reminder that the Forum is not an immediate response. In those hardest of moments when you need help right away, reaching out to 911 or to a crisis line or emergency service is really important.

Stay strong Sophiexx.
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