The edge is so near, Support Team. It’s a scary thing.
It’s keeping me awake at night, keeping me wondering if I’m able to keep myself safe. And most of the time, I know I can’t.
I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s taken me alot of courage just to seek help and that help isn’t helping me at all. It’s doing me no good. And here I am, scared of my own self. Scared that I might end up killing myself each day. Scared and sad that the people around me don’t understand that I need urgent help.
I keep on crying, wishing and telling myseld that everything will be all right. But that’s a lie. I gotta stop telling lies. One day, no one will end up believing me…. and they still don’t.
Thank you for everything you’ve done, but you can’t help me. I’m a lost cause. I’m just a teenanger who doesn’t see here place in life, who keep on writting suicide letters day after day, wondering if it might be her last day to breathe. It’s a stressful thing, and I hate being stressed.*
*Edited by the Support Team to remove triggering content