I’m sorry to say this, but there’s nothing left for me to do.
No I don’t want to reach out to and emergency number if ever I’m about to end my life. Why? Cause I just want to end it. No one would actually care. I mean, everyone just doesn’t care. I’m a mess in their lives and I just makes things worse.

I just want to cry.
Crawl into a corner and just letthese emotions out of my body.
I don’t want to stay alive. I mean, I just can’t. These voices in my head are telling me to give up on whatever bundle of Hope I had.

I’m so sorry. i know this must frustrates you. But know that you have tried to help me, and I guess that’s what’s important.

xx