Sorry it’s been such a while.
I feel so horrible not responding earlier on.

I just felt as if tonight I needed to vent my emotions out of my body. Sadly, I have this suicidal plan, and this date in my head… and I don’t want to put it out in action, but I feel as if I don’t have a choice.

I have no clue what to do. Everyday is a new struggle for me and it keeps on pinning me down even more, dragging me into this dark tunnel.

I need someone to save me from myself because I can’t do so.

Help me, please.
I don’t want to succeed in this plan.