Truth is, I’m started to get scared of everything all over again. I don’t feel like a part of my family, and I don’t feel any connection with the world around me, my friends, or even my teachers. I dont know if I can keep living in this family situation that is not only making me miserable, but that it’s also killing every relationship that I can have with my parents. It really hurts me, makes me cry every night, brings tears to my eyes when everyone talks about their happy family, and just makes me want to self harm so badly.
I don’t know what to do anymore.