Sophiecdxx, I’m scared for you. Seems like this roller coaster ride has taken a dip for the worst. I get the sense that you are unsure of your ability to stay safe – that you could one day soon get to the tipping point, where your car isn’t able to hold onto the tracks. And that’s scary.
Suicide is a very real option for you. I can hear that the idea of death haunts your days and your nights, even in your sleep. What is helping keep you alive?
I really hope you will be able to Chat in and talk to us about this before you take any action to kill yourself.
We care about you,
The Support Team