Things are getting better, i really appreciate the help. i visited my home town over the weekend and saw a couple people who where excited to see me, it made me really miss home alot. i talked to my mom, and shes knows about the bullying so she said if she knew i was living somewhere safe with a friend that by next semester i could go back to victoria on my own. i think that would be fantastic, but alot of work i hope i can figure it all out soon. will see how this week at school goes. the kids that got kicked off of hockey will be coming back this week so it could get rough. and yeah some night ill probably give the instant messaging thing a go!