I did some self harm a short while back still slowlyyy healing my boyfriend was really sad when he saw it and I feel terrible.
I did it because I was feeling anxious and stressed and then I got really angry at myself.
I’m starting to feel some of my old fear slowly creeping back in I knew it was going to happen but I wish the fearlessness lasted a bit longer but now I’m just scared all over again. I’m scared my boyfriend is going to leave me and that my friends don’t like me as much anymore and that they’re talking behind my back.
I really hate myself for these fears and emotions and all this moronic stupidity.