I’m really upset with my bf but that’s too confusing to explain my head is just seriously jumbled and messed up and I self-harmed 10-20 minutes before writing this but I patched my self up and they weren’t that serious*. I started crying because I really hate doing that to my self but I’m learning self control in the matter so that’s good.
My mind feels like some super busy waste land junk yard sometimes with my emotions just lying scattered around My past present and future are all majorly f*cking with my head and when ever I try to get my mind all sorted out it makes me feel super exhausted. My mood and emotions are currently going from out of control to just nothing but something which I guess means they’re there but they’re just strange and flat like. idk it’s hard to explain.

*Edited by the Support Team for triggering content