I always felt pretty terrible I couldn’t trust him I mean all my friends who were dating trusted their partners and I saw that and I just felt weird and stupid like there’s something wrong with me. It’s like my trust is a really sensitive scale which is strange but kind of true.
I’m really happy that I’ve made it this far with trust I don’t feel as bad as I did for not trusting him because I could tell that it was hurting him too. I feel much more relaxed around him now. I’m still kind of worried about my levels of trust towards other people in the future but I guess I’ll just take it one step at a time