i just want to let you know that reading all this, top to bottom, just as it is, is giving me hope. i wish you only more good days, jay, with newfound understanding about yourself and the people in your life. you deserve to feel good about yourself. i wish i could write more but i am exhausted myself from an anxious ride on the rollercoaster of my mind. so i will end this off with another thank you to you and the support team person.