I can’t take it. My life is pointless. I have no where and no one left. My mom treats me like crap. I’m also doing really bad in school. In school I have no friends. They’re all just fake. At home, all my mom does is yell at me. I *SIed a couple of times a year ago, but just before I wrote this, I *SIed again. My mom is forcing me to go to school, but I refuse. I just hate my life so much, I don’t even want to be alive. I tried telling my mom that I hated my life and I wanted to die a couple weeks ago. But she just laughed at me. I have no support in my life. I feel like a big joke. She just gets mad at me. I’m so depressed right now I don’t wanna move. But all she does is get mad, and make me feel guilty. I guess last night she couldn’t sleep, so she was tierd. So when she came in to me crying, and I sad I hated my life and I wanted to die, she just said, “I had no sleep. How could you do this to me.” And its not my fault! No body cares about me. I feel so alone. I just want to feel better. Or at least have someone who understands me, or cares about me.

*edited by the Support Team for triggering content