Hey ZECA, I totally understand how you feel when you say you don’t want to die, but you just don’t have any interest to live. My story is up in the family and relationships part of this website, but it could just at easily be here. If you want to read it, I guess I’m just a year older than you right now (17) and I guess if you have any questions about it, id be more than glad to answer them. Just be careful, and keep coming back here if you need it. I’ve been using the chat line since December, and I’ve been using the forum since early January. I’ve found that both are really great ways to just vent, and actually tell someone, and not worry too much about being “told on”