I get the sense that you feel these bad thoughts are waiting for you, lurking behind every corner, like one bad turn could have you filled with thoughts of death again.
You’re fighting really hard to avoid suicide, and I want you to know that your determination to avoid acting on that sometimes wish to die is really inspiring. We care a lot about you Dan, and want to support that part of you that is courageously fighting to stay alive.
Seems like you are really torn in two directions, wanting your pain to end, but also wanting to survive to see what tomorrow might bring.
I imagine your heart aches when you think about all the people you have lost. Can you tell me what you do to take care of yourself? What does your heart find uplifting?
The Support Team