To tell you the truth, nothing is keeping me alive. I’m dying slowly. And it hurts so so much. I just have this constant need to hurt myself. Everyday, the thought of suicide gets even stronger. And every time I reach out to my local crisis line, they never seem to understand that I have a plan to kill myself. It’s as if they dont want to help or they dont want to send help. I’m left on my own on this roller coster and I’m coming to a crashing point. Please help me.