I just feel as if there’s nothing left for me to try, as if I was at a breaking point. Even this morning I thought I was going crazy. I was in the metro at there was the police, aswell as the metro security, and I just wanted to go to them and tell them that I’m seriously thinking about ending my life, that even at this exact moment, the thought of suicide is very powerful and that I’m scared that I could end up hurting myself by the end of the day. I hve this feeling that today could end badly, and I just don’t want that. I know I could end up out of control. I just don’t feel safe anymore.