I guess it depends of the moment. When I’m feeling really down and really suicidal, like I could end things right away, I need emergency help, like the police, because I know I could end up hurting myself badly.

But at this moment, I don’t know what could help me… Maybe knowing that I still have the chance to breathe some liberty could help. I’m feeling really watched by everyone, and I’m wondering if I’ll be able to stay here and be watched or decide to runaway…