I do have a counsellot, and it’s not helping we at all.
It’s a challenge when I go and see because I dont end up feeling better.

And I’m really scared for myself. Every day is a challenge to stay alive and to not self harm**. And I just dont want to keep on fighting these urges. I’m scared that one day I’ll give in and that this time I will have gone to far.

I need some help to save myself.
Sometimes I Wonder if people will actually miss me when I’m gone

** Edited by the Support Team