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December 23, 2013 at 2:36 am
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Sophiecdxx
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Hey there Support team,
To answer your questions, nothing is helping me fight this anymore. I’m just waiting for the right moment to do it… it’s a scary thing knowing that I ain’t in control of my life anymore bur that the screams are.
What I would miss if I were gone is my boyfriend…. god he has helped through so many hard things, and I know that me wanting to kill myself hurts him so badly… but I want to do my best to stay alive for him, but I just can’t anymore. I’m just so tired to keep on crying over and over again.
Thank you for everything.
xx