I guess I wish my parents had seemed like they cared at all. It was almost like I told them and nothing changed at all. I don’t know. I didn’t want them to overreact, but caring would have been nice.
Auditions were today, so I’m back to a mostly good place I guess. And I can try and chat when things get bad. My parents have started taking away my laptop because they think it’s making me more suicidal, so I can only go there I’d I have it when I feel the urge. Fingers crossed, I guess.