I get the sense you’re walking through life dazed that you have not acted on your suicide plan, that after all you’ve been through and all the pain that comes with it, you continue to survive. You see it as fear that keeps you from acting on your plan, and I want you to know that what I see is a tremendous strength to fight through the torment. We are so glad you are here and that you’re reaching out with your thoughts.
It sounds like you’ve been really thrown by the change of schools this week. I imagine the heightened anxiety and stress about figuring out your new school and new routines are just adding weight to what is already an immense burden of awful emotions.
Keep talking, keep fighting, know that we are here as you face this new challenge