I hate feeling like this. I just feel so alone constantly. I hate always being Terre for everyone, but when I need someone, they’re never there for me. I guess I’m just not worth it.
I appreciate your concern. No one else shows any. I guess because I put on a happy face everyone assumes that everything is alright. No one takes the time to actually see if that’s true.
Apathetic is a good way to describe it. It’s almost a relief to not care any more. It doesn’t hurt as much.