Well things got shitty again today.
Worst it’s ever been, I’d say. Although I say that a lot.
I don’t know what to do. It just keeps getting worse.
I have no one to go to, no one I can talk to about it, and there’s nothing I can do.
And of course all of the chat lines were busy, so there was no one to talk to there.
Maybe that’s a sign.
I don’t know.
Things are just way too overwhelming. I can’t handle all of the pressure anymore. There’s too much to get done, too much to try and cope with.
I just can’t handle it anymore.
Everything is just a facade. Nothing is real. Know one knows who I really am or what I really feel.
If I died it wouldn’t even matter, because no one knows who I am anyway.
I don’t know what to do…