My fingers are crossed for your audition! It sounds like your passion lies in theatre, and the prospect of being in this show really brightens your spirits. What is it about being in a show that makes your life glow?
I get the sense that you have a hard time believing that anyone could care about you, maybe even that you feel unworthy of love and support? While, it’s true, we don’t know you completely, I think it’s safe to say we get to see a piece of you and your life here on the forum and I truly believe that is enough to build a caring connection. I’m glad we get to talk in this way, so thanks for sharing your voice. Your use of this forum as an outlet (as you say) is inspiring, to me, and others I’m sure.
Take good care of yourself,
The Support Team