I have been having really dark thoughts the past few nights and I am feeling more and more like giving up. I am not on any medications right now and I don’t want to go to meetings anymore. I just want to be happy or just not give a fuck and just leave this all behind….
I just want to be able to walk around and not have all of these voices in my head. I don’t know anymore, hanging on is starting to get awfully tiring. I want to believe it will all be worth it if I just keep holding on.