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I am not ready…
I am not ready…
I am just not ready…
I can’t be ready…
I need…
to talk about this…
I just can’t, it hurts every second of every thought that goes into…
this… constant…
feelings.
I am ready to talk about 1 thing…
I hate…
Food.
It has caused me great pain. It has made me sick. It has made me refuse it. It has made me loose weight. It has controlled my brain.
Why?
I have three diagnoses and they are all treatable I don’t believe doing what I should will help, I have tried.
Autoimmune Disease(Celiac)
Lactose Intolerance
IBS
I simply
HATE
FOOD…
I do not trust food, I am hesitant in eating for my body to not like it. I am sick of feeling sick from food.
I must… continue to be careful, resulting in fear of my body disagreeing and I’m left with… flare-ups, feeling sick, tired, etc., food hurts…
it…
just…
hurts…