Hey, I just wanted to tell you that you won’t always feel the same way about your ex. There are stages of grief and some people take longer with them. It’s perfectly natural. People telling you to just get over her, have probably never been through heartbreak before. It sounds like the level of commitment between you two was different. You were ready to give her your heart, but she hadn’t gotten to that stage yet.
You don’t sound boring. You’ve mentioned three sports, plus the gym. You’ve also mentioned you help the teacher out, which means you must be pretty good with academics. To me, you sound like a great guy. Someday, someone will see that, and maybe, someday your ex will too.