You’re being way too hard on yourself. I don’t know you, but I’m sure you’re not a loser. Nobody is. In the grand scheme of things, that’s not what matters anyways. I’m glad you’re on the road to recovery with the ex thing though. You’re gonna find someone special, I just know it. Also, I totally feel ya with the parent issues. Mine are just nuts, and they think I’m a huge moron. It doesn’t bother me, because I know they’re wrong and that’s all that matters, but it sure gets on my nerves sometimes. I wouldn’t worry about your mom, she’s probably just worried because she can see you’re upset and just wants you to be happy. Sometimes parents suck at communicating though, I understand. Anyways, I hope it gets better.