Hi again well there plan worked last night i ended up in the hospital still there know they are still deciding wheather or not to send me to the mental health institution since my small town does not have one it is very lonely in here and i do not like this at all but i know i need help i went really deep yesterday the paramedics had to come get me talk to you guys when i get out since if i get shiped away i will not have acces to my phone. Grenouille