hello this is different actually someone who understand and does not take me the wrong way

i have been self harming for along time now and i have tried things but nothing make me feel the same nothing i have tried does anything for me but make the self harm get worse witch is why is do not know what else to do because i do not have any other options only one person somewhat knows but she is wanting me to get help with the little she knows and says i need to go to treatment to deal with the underlined issues .

as for the suicide the thought of suicide are not recent it has been going on for a while

grenouille