Well i have started hibernation only since Monday and it is deffinetly a lot better then being out of my apartment.

with everything going on i feel this was the best solution for me. i only have to deal with my self therefor a lot less stress for me

i am still having big debates in my head but yes it is a lot easier doing it on my own then being misunderstood. you are right i do not like the idea of treatment at all. i am so mentally tiered and in a lot of pain it is hard to fight these battle but i am managing i think

grenouille